Spend my life turning away drunk friends, exes, etc who show up on my doorstep bloodied and beaten up.  Instead, I'm dragged out of bed before the crack of dawn, heading downtown to take care of a very sober, strangled, and beaten-up brother, who was assaulted by a VERY dangerously drunken and psychologically unstable business partner.  Ironic how life has a way of messing with us, huh?

The world that we live in is so dark and twisted... everything can be "taken care of".. by way of bribery with objects, women, money or just by way of threats..... 白い巨塔

The world around me slowly crumbles to my feet as I struggle to make it out alive.  Set in motion by a weekend of intense, regrettable, and irresponsible drinking.  Nice one.  Really, just keep piling it on...... 

and how does it feel?

....feels like drowning...